Yesterday was Halloween. Let me just start by saying that I hate Halloween. I don't like to be scared, I don't like people in masks, and I don't like all of the teeny tiny costumes that for one night the world doesn't deem as inappropriate attire. For some reason wedding dresses and Halloween costumes are made smaller than the normal size. Now don't you think that days centered around fantasy that you would want to feel smaller not bigger? Hello manufacturers! I went to a party last night in Downtown HB and I was by far one of the biggest girls in there. I tried to not let it affect me. I tried to numb my pain with Corona Light. But there were all these beautiful girls in barely there costumes (PS-just because you put slutty in front of a costume doesn't make it a good costume.) It was hard not to feel awkward. But I powered through and to salvage what little self confidence I had left we went over to Gallaghers to see my friend Alex. Stiff drinks and good friends ended the night on a good note. I might have gone a little past my limit but the good news is that I threw everything up so I lessened my caloric intake. Ha ha. I woke up this morning feeling a little sub-par and instead of giving in to my hangover and getting some Mickey D's I got up and met my girlfriend Kelly for brunch. A fiesta veggie scramble and fresh fruit was a much better choice. Also, because I was now out of the house I could run errands like going to the grocery store. I got the stuff for fresh basil and tomato pasta, fish tacos with onions and fresh cilantro, salads...so this week is going to start off on a much healthier note. My goal this week is to start a routine with exercise. My inconsistency is not acceptable at this point. I have been doing this for almost three weeks and I have exercised maybe 4 times. I don't ever want to go through another Halloween feeling the way I felt last night....